Thursday, March 31, 2005

السلام عليكم:
انها المرة الثانية التي الجأ فيها الى الكتابه باللغة العربية. ربما بسبب قلة القراء من البلدان العربية وكثرتهم من البلدان الاجنبية, ولكن قد لاحظت مؤخرا وجود عدد من المتصفحين من الوطن العربي. وبالطبع فان الامر قد اسعدني كثيرا... ... لا ادري لما الجميع يلجأ في هذا الزمن الى كتابة المدونات او البلوكات او اي كان ما نسميه. ربما لاننا اجبرنا على كتم اصواتنا في السابق وكنا شبه منعزلين عن العالم.لقد اخطات التعبير لقد كنا منعزلين تماما. مجرد التفكير بالماضي يجعل بدني يقشعر وكانني في عز الشتاء . لا اريد ان اتذكر الايام الغابرة . اريد ذكرياتها ان تذهب وتعدو كما يعدو الزمن .
لا ادري ما يستحوي اهتمام العرب من مواضيع ولكن اريد بالفعل كتابة موضوع بالعربية, ساحاول ان انشر قصيدتي التي كتبتها في ايام الحرب. ان كان الموضوع يستحوي اهتمامكم فارجو كتابة تعليق وان كان صغيرا لتشجيعي على نشر القصيدة.
وربما ان وجدت ان الامر قد حاز على انتباهكم سأبدأ بكتابة مدونة بالعربية.
مع السلامة

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Good...better and best news

Note:This post written in 28-March
Hi again,
Do you want to hear a good tidings, I spent a half day working as a baby sitter for Aya.
My mother asked us (I and najma) to take care of Aya while she and my sister go for shopping. We spent 4 hours as baby sitter.The first two hours I took care of Aya, and the other two hours was najma's turn. Najma wanted the first two hours for her but she changed her mind after I told her that she might change her diaper and feed her milk, that's work, I could get the first two ours.
Aya was quite and nice, she didn't cry and she looked happy with me, I am sure from that. I was playing with her, I searchsd in the internet and found songs for children, she amused listened to them.

Atthe night, our neighbour (the mother) came to our house with her son, who is 4 or 5 years old. He was sick and needs injection, so my father had to inject him. The boy began to cry after that, while Aya began to laugh. I don't know why she did that, is she understood what happened and laughed at him? I don't know. Anyway my sister asked him to stop crying and if he still doing that the american soldiers will laugh at him. He said " Let them laugh at me, let them kill me, let them cut my head, I don't mind, let them did what they want to". I joined Aya and began to laugh too.
When we were a children my father refuses to give us injections by himself, whem my cousins were children, they were avoided my father when he went to their house, and they were little afraid from him because he injected them when they were sick. For that my father refuses, to inject any one from us, not to make us hate him. He didn't know that we will still love him whatever he did.

Yesterday one of my friend in the primary school who I didn't seen her from 9 years ago called me. It was really a surprise to me that she still save my number and she still remember me after all these years. I told her that I am aunt now, and she said that she have a niece too.

last good news I have to tell you tha,t today we went and saw our new school which looked as if they will finish the work in the next few days. yahoooooooo

Take care, and see you soon
hnk

My families post:
A family from mosul "after 1991"
An average Iraqi "Digital camera"

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Get me out of here

Good day for all,
Thank you all for your supporting me, my family and my blog.
Most of you wandering why I didn't post since along time, and that is because I was busy with my examinations which will not end till after next month. Yes, every day(EVERY DAY) from today till after one month I have an examinations I should get well on them and get a high mark to have a rest in June.
My marks as you know are good except in physics and in French. But I answer good in physics examination today, so I hope I will change my mark and get a high mark in physics and French.

They build a new school for us in front of our old school, and they told us that we will move into it next week "I hope they told us the truth" .
you don't know what did chemistry's teacher do? Last course we got it in chemistry, I didn't understand the lesson and I ask the teacher a question, She looked at me and said YOU (she meant me) (YOU TELL ME why this question have this answered!!! I will make your 99 in last chemistry exam 94 if you didn't answered me) ....OH my god what I have done ??? What should I do???
GOD HEEEELP
Thank you God. God is always with you, helping you and listen to you. I don't have any idea How could I answered her right, I just say what I know ... (to be or not to be that is not your choice)..

I will tell you another problem I have. I discovered that 95% from the girls in my class cheat in the examinations .....I don't know what's happened to the peoples . Is that only me who is feeling that the good peoples are less than the bad ones ?

"A" was one of my best friend till this year when she began walking with a bad girl who are not respect the teachers and cheat and do many things I don't like. When I don't like some one, I can't change my view about her, I will remain feeling that he is a bad person and nothing make me change my mind. So this year I didn't only lose my good mark but I lose my friend A and I lose my confidence in peoples and in my self.
I don't know why I am feeling like that. I need something to do and make me feel better about myself. Let's see!! What do you thing that could help me, I want to discover something or did something let me win the noble prize... I want to learn how to make stuff. I want to learn English good, so when I will write something or read something you can understand me and not laughing at me.
Well, I forget what I wanted to write. Is that mean I will say bye and go and not posting till after one month...NO it isn't
I remember... I remember, But How could I forget?. I want to say to all mothers who are reading my post right now, be proud of yourselves You are a great women . And I want to tell all the peoples to take care of their parents and look after them, and when you treat your parents good, your children will treat you as well as you treat your parents.. That's let me remember this story
( there was an ill man who was going to make walking on his feet. His son saw his father tired, so he carry him on his back and walk... The father began to cry. The son asked his father, why he is crying? His father say "I remembered myself before 25 years when I was carried my father on my back in this place)

Give more...Get more
with my love

hnk

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Best or worst

Hi people,
Sorry I am late, but now I decided to write a new post because not posting made me sad more than I was.
Anyway, today I got the least mark I have ever got in physics. But on the other side I got 99% in chemist and that made me alive untill now.
There is something strange, when I was at school I felt so sad and I felt I couldn't stand up anymore. but when I go back Home I felt that most my feeling were gone.
Mary came today to the school and she looked better than before but she was feeling bad because she had many examinations to do. And many lessons to study it.
We heard that the final examination will begin on May. There is something we called (E3faa)(اعفاء) this thing give the students a chance not to do the final examination if he or she got more than 90% in this lesson.
I hope I will not take the final examination in all of them, but in physics I don't think I am able to pass it without the final examination.
Tomorrow I don't have any exams and I still don't believe that. but I didn't finish my homework so I must go now.

Friday, March 04, 2005

NEWS......our new blog

We decided to make a blog for all the family.....
check this and you will understand me

Thursday, March 03, 2005

let's talking

Hello all,
I am angry now because I was writing a post and I finished write it and when the time to press publish key cam, IT"S GONE, to where I don't know..........SO here am I write it again
the last post I wrote it I was sick but now I am feeling much better but I didn't answer well in physics examination like usually. And when I went to school last Sunday my friends well come me from the door and tell me that my friends Mary will not come to school because her legs broken. I feel so sad when I heard the news and in the next day Mary came to school with her mother to take few days off and she was looking terrible she was walking using a stick. When I saw her I want to cry , she seem that she want to cry too, because her eyes was full in tears but she prevent herself from crying.

anyway I hope she will be better soon and return back to us healthy, and that will not happend till after the15 next days because the doctor tell her not to use her leg now.
yesterday I bought a nice gift from me and maas for Mary, it is a bear


I was thinking of my friends I consider them like my sister (maas, Mary and hanan) all of them let you feel that they are your sisters. Let's talk about hanan, hanan is Christian and she is one of my BEST best friend, I told her this day that I feel she is like me and she said that she feel that too, the point is that our religion is not conflict with our friend ship. At last we are all from Adam.

well I am waiting Aya now. BTW, did I talk to you about how Najma treat Aya?
I don't think so, Najma usually bring something that Aya like her and want to eat her even it's not for eat and take it in front of Aya's eyes and when Aya expand her hands to take it from her aunt, her aunt take it away from her hand, and Aya continue her effort to get it :(
well that is Najma, what can a little sister (me) do about that??? :(
me and Najma are so different in every thing, and if you are asking about who is the strong one and who is the wronged? I tell you, till 2001 I was the strong one and I was control of Najma but after that she could run away from me :( and I lose my control and I be the wronged girl..
well don't think that Najma is a good girl, because she is not. She is perfect and that is not amuse, that make her a bad girl in my eyes....................
well, I feel jealous from her..Yes..Yes I do, don't laugh, that killing me and let me said that. so the only way that let me end talking is to say bye and go
so bye, and have a good week end.
yours,
hnk