كضوء الصُبحِ بَعثَرَها السأم..
حُلمٌ حَزينٌ بينَ أطلالِ النهايةِ
في ذبولٍ ...يبتسم..!!
عمرٌ على الطرقاتِ كالطفلِ اللقيطِ
يسألُ الأيامَ عن أبٍ .. وأُم
هذا هو حالُ الوطن... لـــ فاروق جويدة
We ( Arab) in general are good with words, we always said "we will " but never do...
So as an iraqi girl ( arabian girl as well ) I want to say as I said manytimes before :
I have to do something, I have to change the situation, I have to kill the bad feeling that emerges with each bad news, with each bombs and with each hope scrach.
A group of youth Iraqi Moslawi people dispose this arabian habit, they are the group of (Naseem al-mahaba نسيم المحبة). they arranged many visits to Mosul's hospitals, Orphanges, old age hospital and gave a big help for better.
I wanted to take a real step and so I joined them in their visit to the orphange this month.
I was really confuse about this visit, because I haven't been in such place before.
Before the visiting day, I prepared the gifts for the orphans, and a kind of sweet, I bought a lunch meal and my mother gave me an amount of mony as a help to be given to the orphange's master.
As a first sight, the orphange looked better than I was expected. It was Neat and well arranged.
the orphans girls were so shy in the begining.
We spent the time there by talking with the girls, playing with them and share them the lunch.
I think we both spent a pleasure and rich moments.
the girls show us their rooms, the rooms are small (somehow) consist of 4 beds and Clothes closet, but it had well looking.
there was a moment that affect on me stongly, it was when a girl sing a poem that said in one of it's chapters:
وأعني في دروسي وأداء الواجباتي
وأحفظ أمي وأبي وكل أصدقائي
which include a prayer to Allah for giving health and strong to her parents !!
Iraq, Our orphan country !! why I see you in each of this girl's eyes.
Why I see you as one of them !!
They are with no parents, with no one to hug each times they cry, with no one protect them and call him a father and with no one to be produce as their mother!!
And you are my sweety country with no real president protect you with each offensive cost you hundreds of bodies and citizen's blood ( with no protection!). You are with no (one) to be produce as your hustler, and no (thing) as your future !! ....you are a real orphan.
And I am a citizen's orphan with no ( Country ) to be produce as my home, since home mean a place that give you peace and comfort and I am not feeling comfort !!! and
ِI AM NOT LIVING IN PEACE