السلام عليكم:
انها المرة الثانية التي الجأ فيها الى الكتابه باللغة العربية. ربما بسبب قلة القراء من البلدان العربية وكثرتهم من البلدان الاجنبية, ولكن قد لاحظت مؤخرا وجود عدد من المتصفحين من الوطن العربي. وبالطبع فان الامر قد اسعدني كثيرا... ... لا ادري لما الجميع يلجأ في هذا الزمن الى كتابة المدونات او البلوكات او اي كان ما نسميه. ربما لاننا اجبرنا على كتم اصواتنا في السابق وكنا شبه منعزلين عن العالم.لقد اخطات التعبير لقد كنا منعزلين تماما. مجرد التفكير بالماضي يجعل بدني يقشعر وكانني في عز الشتاء . لا اريد ان اتذكر الايام الغابرة . اريد ذكرياتها ان تذهب وتعدو كما يعدو الزمن .
لا ادري ما يستحوي اهتمام العرب من مواضيع ولكن اريد بالفعل كتابة موضوع بالعربية, ساحاول ان انشر قصيدتي التي كتبتها في ايام الحرب. ان كان الموضوع يستحوي اهتمامكم فارجو كتابة تعليق وان كان صغيرا لتشجيعي على نشر القصيدة.
وربما ان وجدت ان الامر قد حاز على انتباهكم سأبدأ بكتابة مدونة بالعربية.
مع السلامة
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Good...better and best news
Note:This post written in 28-March
Hi again,
Do you want to hear a good tidings, I spent a half day working as a baby sitter for Aya.
My mother asked us (I and najma) to take care of Aya while she and my sister go for shopping. We spent 4 hours as baby sitter.The first two hours I took care of Aya, and the other two hours was najma's turn. Najma wanted the first two hours for her but she changed her mind after I told her that she might change her diaper and feed her milk, that's work, I could get the first two ours.
Aya was quite and nice, she didn't cry and she looked happy with me, I am sure from that. I was playing with her, I searchsd in the internet and found songs for children, she amused listened to them.
Atthe night, our neighbour (the mother) came to our house with her son, who is 4 or 5 years old. He was sick and needs injection, so my father had to inject him. The boy began to cry after that, while Aya began to laugh. I don't know why she did that, is she understood what happened and laughed at him? I don't know. Anyway my sister asked him to stop crying and if he still doing that the american soldiers will laugh at him. He said " Let them laugh at me, let them kill me, let them cut my head, I don't mind, let them did what they want to". I joined Aya and began to laugh too.
When we were a children my father refuses to give us injections by himself, whem my cousins were children, they were avoided my father when he went to their house, and they were little afraid from him because he injected them when they were sick. For that my father refuses, to inject any one from us, not to make us hate him. He didn't know that we will still love him whatever he did.
Yesterday one of my friend in the primary school who I didn't seen her from 9 years ago called me. It was really a surprise to me that she still save my number and she still remember me after all these years. I told her that I am aunt now, and she said that she have a niece too.
last good news I have to tell you tha,t today we went and saw our new school which looked as if they will finish the work in the next few days. yahoooooooo
Take care, and see you soon
hnk
My families post:
A family from mosul "after 1991"
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Hi again,
Do you want to hear a good tidings, I spent a half day working as a baby sitter for Aya.
My mother asked us (I and najma) to take care of Aya while she and my sister go for shopping. We spent 4 hours as baby sitter.The first two hours I took care of Aya, and the other two hours was najma's turn. Najma wanted the first two hours for her but she changed her mind after I told her that she might change her diaper and feed her milk, that's work, I could get the first two ours.
Aya was quite and nice, she didn't cry and she looked happy with me, I am sure from that. I was playing with her, I searchsd in the internet and found songs for children, she amused listened to them.
Atthe night, our neighbour (the mother) came to our house with her son, who is 4 or 5 years old. He was sick and needs injection, so my father had to inject him. The boy began to cry after that, while Aya began to laugh. I don't know why she did that, is she understood what happened and laughed at him? I don't know. Anyway my sister asked him to stop crying and if he still doing that the american soldiers will laugh at him. He said " Let them laugh at me, let them kill me, let them cut my head, I don't mind, let them did what they want to". I joined Aya and began to laugh too.
When we were a children my father refuses to give us injections by himself, whem my cousins were children, they were avoided my father when he went to their house, and they were little afraid from him because he injected them when they were sick. For that my father refuses, to inject any one from us, not to make us hate him. He didn't know that we will still love him whatever he did.
Yesterday one of my friend in the primary school who I didn't seen her from 9 years ago called me. It was really a surprise to me that she still save my number and she still remember me after all these years. I told her that I am aunt now, and she said that she have a niece too.
last good news I have to tell you tha,t today we went and saw our new school which looked as if they will finish the work in the next few days. yahoooooooo
Take care, and see you soon
hnk
My families post:
A family from mosul "after 1991"
An average Iraqi "Digital camera" Readers who are interested:
like my new page on facebook : IraqiGirl Diary
Contact me on : hnk1989@gmail.com
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Get me out of here
Good day for all,
Thank you all for your supporting me, my family and my blog.
Most of you wandering why I didn't post since along time, and that is because I was busy with my examinations which will not end till after next month. Yes, every day(EVERY DAY) from today till after one month I have an examinations I should get well on them and get a high mark to have a rest in June.
My marks as you know are good except in physics and in French. But I answer good in physics examination today, so I hope I will change my mark and get a high mark in physics and French.
They build a new school for us in front of our old school, and they told us that we will move into it next week "I hope they told us the truth" .
you don't know what did chemistry's teacher do? Last course we got it in chemistry, I didn't understand the lesson and I ask the teacher a question, She looked at me and said YOU (she meant me) (YOU TELL ME why this question have this answered!!! I will make your 99 in last chemistry exam 94 if you didn't answered me) ....OH my god what I have done ??? What should I do???
GOD HEEEELP
Thank you God. God is always with you, helping you and listen to you. I don't have any idea How could I answered her right, I just say what I know ... (to be or not to be that is not your choice)..
I will tell you another problem I have. I discovered that 95% from the girls in my class cheat in the examinations .....I don't know what's happened to the peoples . Is that only me who is feeling that the good peoples are less than the bad ones ?
"A" was one of my best friend till this year when she began walking with a bad girl who are not respect the teachers and cheat and do many things I don't like. When I don't like some one, I can't change my view about her, I will remain feeling that he is a bad person and nothing make me change my mind. So this year I didn't only lose my good mark but I lose my friend A and I lose my confidence in peoples and in my self.
I don't know why I am feeling like that. I need something to do and make me feel better about myself. Let's see!! What do you thing that could help me, I want to discover something or did something let me win the noble prize... I want to learn how to make stuff. I want to learn English good, so when I will write something or read something you can understand me and not laughing at me.
Well, I forget what I wanted to write. Is that mean I will say bye and go and not posting till after one month...NO it isn't
I remember... I remember, But How could I forget?. I want to say to all mothers who are reading my post right now, be proud of yourselves You are a great women . And I want to tell all the peoples to take care of their parents and look after them, and when you treat your parents good, your children will treat you as well as you treat your parents.. That's let me remember this story
( there was an ill man who was going to make walking on his feet. His son saw his father tired, so he carry him on his back and walk... The father began to cry. The son asked his father, why he is crying? His father say "I remembered myself before 25 years when I was carried my father on my back in this place)
Give more...Get more
with my love
hnk
Thank you all for your supporting me, my family and my blog.
Most of you wandering why I didn't post since along time, and that is because I was busy with my examinations which will not end till after next month. Yes, every day(EVERY DAY) from today till after one month I have an examinations I should get well on them and get a high mark to have a rest in June.
My marks as you know are good except in physics and in French. But I answer good in physics examination today, so I hope I will change my mark and get a high mark in physics and French.
They build a new school for us in front of our old school, and they told us that we will move into it next week "I hope they told us the truth" .
you don't know what did chemistry's teacher do? Last course we got it in chemistry, I didn't understand the lesson and I ask the teacher a question, She looked at me and said YOU (she meant me) (YOU TELL ME why this question have this answered!!! I will make your 99 in last chemistry exam 94 if you didn't answered me) ....OH my god what I have done ??? What should I do???
GOD HEEEELP
Thank you God. God is always with you, helping you and listen to you. I don't have any idea How could I answered her right, I just say what I know ... (to be or not to be that is not your choice)..
I will tell you another problem I have. I discovered that 95% from the girls in my class cheat in the examinations .....I don't know what's happened to the peoples . Is that only me who is feeling that the good peoples are less than the bad ones ?
"A" was one of my best friend till this year when she began walking with a bad girl who are not respect the teachers and cheat and do many things I don't like. When I don't like some one, I can't change my view about her, I will remain feeling that he is a bad person and nothing make me change my mind. So this year I didn't only lose my good mark but I lose my friend A and I lose my confidence in peoples and in my self.
I don't know why I am feeling like that. I need something to do and make me feel better about myself. Let's see!! What do you thing that could help me, I want to discover something or did something let me win the noble prize... I want to learn how to make stuff. I want to learn English good, so when I will write something or read something you can understand me and not laughing at me.
Well, I forget what I wanted to write. Is that mean I will say bye and go and not posting till after one month...NO it isn't
I remember... I remember, But How could I forget?. I want to say to all mothers who are reading my post right now, be proud of yourselves You are a great women . And I want to tell all the peoples to take care of their parents and look after them, and when you treat your parents good, your children will treat you as well as you treat your parents.. That's let me remember this story
( there was an ill man who was going to make walking on his feet. His son saw his father tired, so he carry him on his back and walk... The father began to cry. The son asked his father, why he is crying? His father say "I remembered myself before 25 years when I was carried my father on my back in this place)
Give more...Get more
with my love
hnk
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Best or worst
Hi people,
Sorry I am late, but now I decided to write a new post because not posting made me sad more than I was.
Anyway, today I got the least mark I have ever got in physics. But on the other side I got 99% in chemist and that made me alive untill now.
There is something strange, when I was at school I felt so sad and I felt I couldn't stand up anymore. but when I go back Home I felt that most my feeling were gone.
Mary came today to the school and she looked better than before but she was feeling bad because she had many examinations to do. And many lessons to study it.
We heard that the final examination will begin on May. There is something we called (E3faa)(اعفاء) this thing give the students a chance not to do the final examination if he or she got more than 90% in this lesson.
I hope I will not take the final examination in all of them, but in physics I don't think I am able to pass it without the final examination.
Tomorrow I don't have any exams and I still don't believe that. but I didn't finish my homework so I must go now.
Sorry I am late, but now I decided to write a new post because not posting made me sad more than I was.
Anyway, today I got the least mark I have ever got in physics. But on the other side I got 99% in chemist and that made me alive untill now.
There is something strange, when I was at school I felt so sad and I felt I couldn't stand up anymore. but when I go back Home I felt that most my feeling were gone.
Mary came today to the school and she looked better than before but she was feeling bad because she had many examinations to do. And many lessons to study it.
We heard that the final examination will begin on May. There is something we called (E3faa)(اعفاء) this thing give the students a chance not to do the final examination if he or she got more than 90% in this lesson.
I hope I will not take the final examination in all of them, but in physics I don't think I am able to pass it without the final examination.
Tomorrow I don't have any exams and I still don't believe that. but I didn't finish my homework so I must go now.
Friday, March 04, 2005
Thursday, March 03, 2005
let's talking
Hello all,
I am angry now because I was writing a post and I finished write it and when the time to press publish key cam, IT"S GONE, to where I don't know..........SO here am I write it again
the last post I wrote it I was sick but now I am feeling much better but I didn't answer well in physics examination like usually. And when I went to school last Sunday my friends well come me from the door and tell me that my friends Mary will not come to school because her legs broken. I feel so sad when I heard the news and in the next day Mary came to school with her mother to take few days off and she was looking terrible she was walking using a stick. When I saw her I want to cry , she seem that she want to cry too, because her eyes was full in tears but she prevent herself from crying.
anyway I hope she will be better soon and return back to us healthy, and that will not happend till after the15 next days because the doctor tell her not to use her leg now.
yesterday I bought a nice gift from me and maas for Mary, it is a bear
I was thinking of my friends I consider them like my sister (maas, Mary and hanan) all of them let you feel that they are your sisters. Let's talk about hanan, hanan is Christian and she is one of my BEST best friend, I told her this day that I feel she is like me and she said that she feel that too, the point is that our religion is not conflict with our friend ship. At last we are all from Adam.
well I am waiting Aya now. BTW, did I talk to you about how Najma treat Aya?
I don't think so, Najma usually bring something that Aya like her and want to eat her even it's not for eat and take it in front of Aya's eyes and when Aya expand her hands to take it from her aunt, her aunt take it away from her hand, and Aya continue her effort to get it :(
well that is Najma, what can a little sister (me) do about that??? :(
me and Najma are so different in every thing, and if you are asking about who is the strong one and who is the wronged? I tell you, till 2001 I was the strong one and I was control of Najma but after that she could run away from me :( and I lose my control and I be the wronged girl..
well don't think that Najma is a good girl, because she is not. She is perfect and that is not amuse, that make her a bad girl in my eyes....................
well, I feel jealous from her..Yes..Yes I do, don't laugh, that killing me and let me said that. so the only way that let me end talking is to say bye and go
so bye, and have a good week end.
yours,
hnk
I am angry now because I was writing a post and I finished write it and when the time to press publish key cam, IT"S GONE, to where I don't know..........SO here am I write it again
the last post I wrote it I was sick but now I am feeling much better but I didn't answer well in physics examination like usually. And when I went to school last Sunday my friends well come me from the door and tell me that my friends Mary will not come to school because her legs broken. I feel so sad when I heard the news and in the next day Mary came to school with her mother to take few days off and she was looking terrible she was walking using a stick. When I saw her I want to cry , she seem that she want to cry too, because her eyes was full in tears but she prevent herself from crying.
anyway I hope she will be better soon and return back to us healthy, and that will not happend till after the15 next days because the doctor tell her not to use her leg now.
yesterday I bought a nice gift from me and maas for Mary, it is a bear
I was thinking of my friends I consider them like my sister (maas, Mary and hanan) all of them let you feel that they are your sisters. Let's talk about hanan, hanan is Christian and she is one of my BEST best friend, I told her this day that I feel she is like me and she said that she feel that too, the point is that our religion is not conflict with our friend ship. At last we are all from Adam.
well I am waiting Aya now. BTW, did I talk to you about how Najma treat Aya?
I don't think so, Najma usually bring something that Aya like her and want to eat her even it's not for eat and take it in front of Aya's eyes and when Aya expand her hands to take it from her aunt, her aunt take it away from her hand, and Aya continue her effort to get it :(
well that is Najma, what can a little sister (me) do about that??? :(
me and Najma are so different in every thing, and if you are asking about who is the strong one and who is the wronged? I tell you, till 2001 I was the strong one and I was control of Najma but after that she could run away from me :( and I lose my control and I be the wronged girl..
well don't think that Najma is a good girl, because she is not. She is perfect and that is not amuse, that make her a bad girl in my eyes....................
well, I feel jealous from her..Yes..Yes I do, don't laugh, that killing me and let me said that. so the only way that let me end talking is to say bye and go
so bye, and have a good week end.
yours,
hnk
Friday, February 25, 2005
Hello all,
guess what?, my school's microbes are too active!!!!...............
guess what?, my school's microbes are too active!!!!...............
yes... yes... I am sick now.
I don't like that.....................Ever :(
I couldn't play with Aya, or sit near from her ....... ....She looked at me and talked to me and said (waaaahhhwaaaahaa) "I don't know what is that mean in baby's language" but she was waiting me to play with her" I guess" ....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah "well, hnk's language is not so different from baby's language".
Yesterday I didn't go to school till last course, because I was sick, and in the last course I had an examination....
Am I silly today?
well, I am sick
bye bye
hnk
I couldn't play with Aya, or sit near from her ....... ....She looked at me and talked to me and said (waaaahhhwaaaahaa) "I don't know what is that mean in baby's language" but she was waiting me to play with her" I guess" ....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah "well, hnk's language is not so different from baby's language".
Yesterday I didn't go to school till last course, because I was sick, and in the last course I had an examination....
Am I silly today?
well, I am sick
bye bye
hnk
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Is this school or what? Updated
Good morning ...Do you like to go to my school. Come with me!!!! ...yalaah
use this brick to reach the school.....if you are afraid, there is another way to reach it...Use this
be carefully to not fall in this pond
oh you reach the swamp.....Oh sorry IT'S MY SCHOOL
this view you can see it from the window of the classroom
can you believe that I am going to this school every day...And I breathe this pollution air with my friends...is this school or what??
God know which microbe did I breathe it, surely I am sick now and I don't know that
help us !! I don't know how...But we need your help.....
so heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp us if you can.
note:" my school's name is Al mutamiezat school",
yours,
the suffering girl
hnk
use this brick to reach the school.....if you are afraid, there is another way to reach it...Use this
be carefully to not fall in this pond
oh you reach the swamp.....Oh sorry IT'S MY SCHOOL
this view you can see it from the window of the classroom
can you believe that I am going to this school every day...And I breathe this pollution air with my friends...is this school or what??
God know which microbe did I breathe it, surely I am sick now and I don't know that
help us !! I don't know how...But we need your help.....
so heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp us if you can.
note:" my school's name is Al mutamiezat school",
yours,
the suffering girl
hnk
Friday, February 18, 2005
am I the one who is walking on the road or this the road that is moving? or are we both standing but that is the time that is running?..I don't know
Well...welll...
I am not doing well in English (I wrote hard while I ment heart)...I am really bad..said that in my face....don't worry, you will be right..to be sure of that I will told you the last news, I get 9 in English examination while all the girls in my class get 10 ALL OF THEM , 29 girls get 10 but hnk get 9, can you believe it.
in the same day that I got this mark I had a really bad nightmare, I was killing one girl. "and it was really nice and cute girl" any way when we finished our courses and the time to go back home came in...all the girls went to their home and 8 girls was still in the school they were "me, Najma and the girl whom I killed in my dream and 5 others girls"....
When I looked to this girl I wanted to cry...finally she went to her house.
My father called us and said that the road is closed so he could'nt came right now and ask us to wait .... We were talking to this 5 girls and we were so worried about how could we went back home.... and one of this girls had a little account in her mobile and her cousin tell her that she better called their parents but she answered her: "I have alittle account that make me able to do one call, and if I did it now, I will be unable to do another call so if we died the people will not call our parents and tell them that we died, and if I didn't do this call this people will be able to use my mobile and call my parents and tell them that we died" strange haa???
After some time my father called again and tell us that he called my cousin and ask him to come to take us home ... To our surprise my father and my cousin reached the school at the same moment!....befor one minute we didn't have any one to take us home, and now there are two cars waiting for us. The road was opened lately and both of them can come to pick up us.
I asked the girls if they want to go with us to our house and then their parents take them from it, but they refused and said that your dad came here, so that's mean the road opened, so the driver will come too soon.....
I sat in the car and my dad drove
I looked to my bags and I saw a tear on it, I though it's najma's bags,may be I carried her bags and she carried mine, so that's ok, Iasked Najma if I have her bags and she have mine, but she answered that she have her bags not mine!!!!!
aaaah I shout "dad, go back I replace my bag with some one, we go back to school, and the girls were sit in the car and ready to go home, I ran quickly to them and I saw my bags so I gave the girl her bags and take mine without telling her anything I was so confused because there was a shelling of bullets and that prevent me from finding the word to talk ....I left this girl who was look as if she didn't understand what I did, I left her with her mouth widely opened !! so it was really hard day, but that was just the beginning, after we reached, We heard in the news about assassinated Al- hariry (Lebanon Muslim leaders) ....I don't know what to say to the Lebanese people for losing their leader(I am so sorry)
....................................................................................
the next day was much better, I had a chemistry examination and I answered good on it but I have a small mistake....I had an Arabic examination too and I get well.....
Yesterday they told us that we will come back to our school on Sunday....and that day when we finished our courses and went out I saw my father waiting me with Aya...SURPRICE...my friends came and saw Aya and they were about 8 girls gathering around her, and Najma's friends were about 5, so Aya was having a good time like a princess...well it is a princess to me .
when we was in our way home,the tarfic policemen tell us not to go to our street because it was closed so we left the car near from it and walked home, my mother ran to us and carry Aya and take her home as quickly as she could because of the bullets which are too close to our home.The point of all this post that we are suffering from closed roads. We are suffering from our bad school, and we are suffering from this hard days that we spent in iraq, those hard days which are unforgetable, while we need to forget this bad part of our life, we need to erase it, or change it......but we can't run from the truth .....I will go now to play with Aya and pray to get well in English examination in sunday....bye now and see you soon in shallah .
Best regard
hnk
pc: sorry for my long post, if didn't read it all thats Ok, I think I will late for my next post because I should end doing a programme which the teacher told us to do..
I am not doing well in English (I wrote hard while I ment heart)...I am really bad..said that in my face....don't worry, you will be right..to be sure of that I will told you the last news, I get 9 in English examination while all the girls in my class get 10 ALL OF THEM , 29 girls get 10 but hnk get 9, can you believe it.
in the same day that I got this mark I had a really bad nightmare, I was killing one girl. "and it was really nice and cute girl" any way when we finished our courses and the time to go back home came in...all the girls went to their home and 8 girls was still in the school they were "me, Najma and the girl whom I killed in my dream and 5 others girls"....
When I looked to this girl I wanted to cry...finally she went to her house.
My father called us and said that the road is closed so he could'nt came right now and ask us to wait .... We were talking to this 5 girls and we were so worried about how could we went back home.... and one of this girls had a little account in her mobile and her cousin tell her that she better called their parents but she answered her: "I have alittle account that make me able to do one call, and if I did it now, I will be unable to do another call so if we died the people will not call our parents and tell them that we died, and if I didn't do this call this people will be able to use my mobile and call my parents and tell them that we died" strange haa???
After some time my father called again and tell us that he called my cousin and ask him to come to take us home ... To our surprise my father and my cousin reached the school at the same moment!....befor one minute we didn't have any one to take us home, and now there are two cars waiting for us. The road was opened lately and both of them can come to pick up us.
I asked the girls if they want to go with us to our house and then their parents take them from it, but they refused and said that your dad came here, so that's mean the road opened, so the driver will come too soon.....
I sat in the car and my dad drove
I looked to my bags and I saw a tear on it, I though it's najma's bags,may be I carried her bags and she carried mine, so that's ok, Iasked Najma if I have her bags and she have mine, but she answered that she have her bags not mine!!!!!
aaaah I shout "dad, go back I replace my bag with some one, we go back to school, and the girls were sit in the car and ready to go home, I ran quickly to them and I saw my bags so I gave the girl her bags and take mine without telling her anything I was so confused because there was a shelling of bullets and that prevent me from finding the word to talk ....I left this girl who was look as if she didn't understand what I did, I left her with her mouth widely opened !! so it was really hard day, but that was just the beginning, after we reached, We heard in the news about assassinated Al- hariry (Lebanon Muslim leaders) ....I don't know what to say to the Lebanese people for losing their leader(I am so sorry)
....................................................................................
the next day was much better, I had a chemistry examination and I answered good on it but I have a small mistake....I had an Arabic examination too and I get well.....
Yesterday they told us that we will come back to our school on Sunday....and that day when we finished our courses and went out I saw my father waiting me with Aya...SURPRICE...my friends came and saw Aya and they were about 8 girls gathering around her, and Najma's friends were about 5, so Aya was having a good time like a princess...well it is a princess to me .
when we was in our way home,the tarfic policemen tell us not to go to our street because it was closed so we left the car near from it and walked home, my mother ran to us and carry Aya and take her home as quickly as she could because of the bullets which are too close to our home.The point of all this post that we are suffering from closed roads. We are suffering from our bad school, and we are suffering from this hard days that we spent in iraq, those hard days which are unforgetable, while we need to forget this bad part of our life, we need to erase it, or change it......but we can't run from the truth .....I will go now to play with Aya and pray to get well in English examination in sunday....bye now and see you soon in shallah .
Best regard
hnk
pc: sorry for my long post, if didn't read it all thats Ok, I think I will late for my next post because I should end doing a programme which the teacher told us to do..
Sunday, February 13, 2005
some one want to show you this
Florence,
Now it's been 38 days since you disappeared and I feel the omnipresence of your absence.
Absence of a journalist involved in the defense of democracy values; absence of a very appreciated woman.
Now it's 38 days there is a lack in the journalist profession, as if it was missing some letters in the word "liberty". Or as if an arrow -the arrow of intolerance- sanked into "liberty".
Your absence, this lack, this emptiness are growing every day. And I stumble over the sentence "unwillingness to understand".
That's absolutely certain that the pen of the journalists and the image of the photographs are essential defences facing the war, facing exactions, facing corruption. Your articles, as those of your colleagues, are so much pillars for democracy. One of these pillars will lack, and democracy will shake! So your presence in Iraq disturbs. As Ingrid Bettancourt in Colombia also does. As Enso Baldoni did. But I still do not understand how one can kidnap or murder
Then, which French people could ignore that you disappeared ? Which one and more, which journalist ? Which student in a school of journalism ? Nevertheless, this morning, I read only 650 messages on Liberation's forum and hardly 1200 on that of "Reporters without frontiers" Hardly 1800 support and sympathy messages. I read them all. Only a few come from colleagues. Even so, certainly your kidnappers have direct access to these. Since the beginning of the invasion of Iraq, we noticed that terrorist and islamist fighters are masters in the art of communication with internet. But, where? Where are the supports of thousands of journalists, press correspondants, photographs, local reporters, students in journalism? The more the days flow, the less I understand these absences
So Florence, all that, is too much. Much too much.
Get back soon! It will give meaning to the word "liberty", still drastically reduced this morning. Then, I hope we will work together to resolve these unwillingness to understand. For no more Abdel Hussein Khazaal, Guy-Andre Kieffer, Fred Nerac, Giuliana Sgrena and many others at the cover of world newspapers or sticked to the front of town halls!
Thierry
Now it's been 38 days since you disappeared and I feel the omnipresence of your absence.
Absence of a journalist involved in the defense of democracy values; absence of a very appreciated woman.
Now it's 38 days there is a lack in the journalist profession, as if it was missing some letters in the word "liberty". Or as if an arrow -the arrow of intolerance- sanked into "liberty".
Your absence, this lack, this emptiness are growing every day. And I stumble over the sentence "unwillingness to understand".
That's absolutely certain that the pen of the journalists and the image of the photographs are essential defences facing the war, facing exactions, facing corruption. Your articles, as those of your colleagues, are so much pillars for democracy. One of these pillars will lack, and democracy will shake! So your presence in Iraq disturbs. As Ingrid Bettancourt in Colombia also does. As Enso Baldoni did. But I still do not understand how one can kidnap or murder
Then, which French people could ignore that you disappeared ? Which one and more, which journalist ? Which student in a school of journalism ? Nevertheless, this morning, I read only 650 messages on Liberation's forum and hardly 1200 on that of "Reporters without frontiers" Hardly 1800 support and sympathy messages. I read them all. Only a few come from colleagues. Even so, certainly your kidnappers have direct access to these. Since the beginning of the invasion of Iraq, we noticed that terrorist and islamist fighters are masters in the art of communication with internet. But, where? Where are the supports of thousands of journalists, press correspondants, photographs, local reporters, students in journalism? The more the days flow, the less I understand these absences
So Florence, all that, is too much. Much too much.
Get back soon! It will give meaning to the word "liberty", still drastically reduced this morning. Then, I hope we will work together to resolve these unwillingness to understand. For no more Abdel Hussein Khazaal, Guy-Andre Kieffer, Fred Nerac, Giuliana Sgrena and many others at the cover of world newspapers or sticked to the front of town halls!
Thierry
Friday, February 11, 2005
Hi all,
let me present you to the groom (ICE MAN)and to the bride (misses ice)
aren't they cute, best wishes to them to live a happy life together...Just joking
well, this year is the second year I saw the snow but it wasn't snow like last year.. the snow dissolved after one hour so we couldn't made a snow man like last year.
about aya I don't here about her from 2 days ago because the telephone is not work now and the only thing that I know that she ate botato for a dinner yesterday
note: this picture I took it last year...
let me present you to the groom (ICE MAN)and to the bride (misses ice)
aren't they cute, best wishes to them to live a happy life together...Just joking
well, this year is the second year I saw the snow but it wasn't snow like last year.. the snow dissolved after one hour so we couldn't made a snow man like last year.
about aya I don't here about her from 2 days ago because the telephone is not work now and the only thing that I know that she ate botato for a dinner yesterday
note: this picture I took it last year...
Thursday, February 10, 2005
The snow
Yesterday I wanted to write a new post about the snow because it was snowing yesterday and after the snow stopped, I came to write the post which it's Title was "it's snowing" but I didn't write it because Najma tell me that's not wise to tell them it's snowing while it's not because it was snowing and now it's not so write it was snowing instead of it's snowing!. Because it's snowing mean that is happening now while it's not. And (the sow fall) in the past and it was snowing mean there were sow in the past SO that is right. I change my mind after this long lesson about snow in past and present....And today the Time came to write the post, so which title I will chose
It's snowing or it was snowing.....he he
and because what was happened yesterday mean that's happened before and we write it in the past and yesterday was a snow day so I chose (it was snowing)....And because the snow stop now and it's will not be nice to write it was snowing and stop writing because the snow stop and I can't go and play so I chose (the snow) like a title. Because
It was snowing and now it's not I didn't write it's snowing because it's snowing mean that is happening now while it's not. And (the sow fall) in the past and it was snowing mean there was sow in the past and that is right. I don't see the different between "it is snowing" and it was snowing" because the important thing that there was a snow "or it is snow?"..At last they have the same word "snow" and that what let me feel better yesterday...
Did you read it all???? X-( if you didn't try to do this now and that's time I can tell you thank you for your patient
It's snowing or it was snowing.....he he
and because what was happened yesterday mean that's happened before and we write it in the past and yesterday was a snow day so I chose (it was snowing)....And because the snow stop now and it's will not be nice to write it was snowing and stop writing because the snow stop and I can't go and play so I chose (the snow) like a title. Because
It was snowing and now it's not I didn't write it's snowing because it's snowing mean that is happening now while it's not. And (the sow fall) in the past and it was snowing mean there was sow in the past and that is right. I don't see the different between "it is snowing" and it was snowing" because the important thing that there was a snow "or it is snow?"..At last they have the same word "snow" and that what let me feel better yesterday...
Did you read it all???? X-( if you didn't try to do this now and that's time I can tell you thank you for your patient
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
day in Iraq
salam all,
how are you all? I know my last posts were sad and I don't write seriusly so if you want to read what I have, here is my post, read it.
you know from my last post that the school began last saturday and I took my marks and it was somehow good.
well, today we went to another school which was close to ours and it is a part of our school but it contrasts so sharply with the building of our school. we moved after the mistress came to our class and ordered the teacher to take us and leave this school because it was full of water and the door which we called "the bridge" (because we used it as a bridge to get to our school's entrance), was starting to sink and that means, if we didn't go out of the school now, we will be unable to go out later.. so we left our dirty school and I hope we will never come back to it and went to the other (like I said) and after that every 60 girls sat in the same class, and some calsses had 70 girls in them.
after the school ended I was trying to find Najma who I didn't see since we reached the school together. I walked and walked and reached our first school (A) and looked here and there and didn't find Najma or my dad who was coming to take us from school. I returned to school (b) and asked the girls if they saw Najma and returned to school (A) and asked the girls about Najma, I was in a bad state, I was walking and carrying my heavy bag so I became too tired and wanted to cry and when I asked maas if she saw Najma or not I made a little move to another side and saw Najma, I ran to her before she disappeared, I ran and imagined myself in a small motion movie (Running very slowly and when I reached her I hugged her - In the movie) heeeehe, I said hello to Najma and after I saw her, every thing became better, my dad with my mom came to take us home and they bought kabab for lunch, so everything seemed good in that time and after I finished my lunch, what did you expect me to do in this cold winter? I went to sleep (without seeing a nightmare).
hey my cousin began his new blog so check hassan's blog
how are you all? I know my last posts were sad and I don't write seriusly so if you want to read what I have, here is my post, read it.
you know from my last post that the school began last saturday and I took my marks and it was somehow good.
well, today we went to another school which was close to ours and it is a part of our school but it contrasts so sharply with the building of our school. we moved after the mistress came to our class and ordered the teacher to take us and leave this school because it was full of water and the door which we called "the bridge" (because we used it as a bridge to get to our school's entrance), was starting to sink and that means, if we didn't go out of the school now, we will be unable to go out later.. so we left our dirty school and I hope we will never come back to it and went to the other (like I said) and after that every 60 girls sat in the same class, and some calsses had 70 girls in them.
after the school ended I was trying to find Najma who I didn't see since we reached the school together. I walked and walked and reached our first school (A) and looked here and there and didn't find Najma or my dad who was coming to take us from school. I returned to school (b) and asked the girls if they saw Najma and returned to school (A) and asked the girls about Najma, I was in a bad state, I was walking and carrying my heavy bag so I became too tired and wanted to cry and when I asked maas if she saw Najma or not I made a little move to another side and saw Najma, I ran to her before she disappeared, I ran and imagined myself in a small motion movie (Running very slowly and when I reached her I hugged her - In the movie) heeeehe, I said hello to Najma and after I saw her, every thing became better, my dad with my mom came to take us home and they bought kabab for lunch, so everything seemed good in that time and after I finished my lunch, what did you expect me to do in this cold winter? I went to sleep (without seeing a nightmare).
hey my cousin began his new blog so check hassan's blog
Sunday, February 06, 2005
if you asking about me
Hi all,
I I took my marks yesterday it's not v.good but it's just good but in physics I took 84 :( and thats hurt me alot because I now I am good on it but I don't know why I didn't answer well in physics examinations.
so bye now and see you later
I I took my marks yesterday it's not v.good but it's just good but in physics I took 84 :( and thats hurt me alot because I now I am good on it but I don't know why I didn't answer well in physics examinations.
so bye now and see you later
Friday, February 04, 2005
a sad girl living a sad life
salam every body,
yesterday will be SATURDAY and that's mean going to school again, so don't ask me about my mark GOOD REASON to not let you write a comment.
we went out from home today, do you believe that? yeup we did that "if I was not dreaming !".... we went to my mother's cousin house because she went to macka this year I hope my parents will be able to go to macka next year. after we finish that we went to my uncle home and spent there a bout 30 minutes and then go back home after 5:30 o'clock.. ...... I write so slow because I chat with raghda who is sad too :(
NO she is not sad now it's laughing to me :( ..
I don't have anything to say. But I just want you to pray for me and if I had a good mark I will tell you them all IF I HAD A GOOD MARK
so bye bye now
and pray for me
yours
hnk
yesterday will be SATURDAY and that's mean going to school again, so don't ask me about my mark GOOD REASON to not let you write a comment.
we went out from home today, do you believe that? yeup we did that "if I was not dreaming !".... we went to my mother's cousin house because she went to macka this year I hope my parents will be able to go to macka next year. after we finish that we went to my uncle home and spent there a bout 30 minutes and then go back home after 5:30 o'clock.. ...... I write so slow because I chat with raghda who is sad too :(
NO she is not sad now it's laughing to me :( ..
I don't have anything to say. But I just want you to pray for me and if I had a good mark I will tell you them all IF I HAD A GOOD MARK
so bye bye now
and pray for me
yours
hnk
Yes me again
salam to you every body,
yesterday will be SATURDAY and that's mean going to school again, so don't ask me about my mark GOOD REASON to not let you write a comment.
we went out from home today, do you believe that? yeup we did that "if I was not dreaming !".... we went to my mother's cousin house because she went to macka this year I hope my parents will be able to go to macka next year. after we finish that we went to my uncle home and spent there a bout 30 minutes and then go back home after 5:30 o'clock.. ...... I write so slow because I chat with raghda who is sad too :(
NO she is not sad now it's laughing to me :( ..
I don't have anything to say. But I just want you to pray for me and if I had a good mark I will tell you them all IF I HAD A GOOD MARK
so bye bye now
and pray for me
yours
hnk
yesterday will be SATURDAY and that's mean going to school again, so don't ask me about my mark GOOD REASON to not let you write a comment.
we went out from home today, do you believe that? yeup we did that "if I was not dreaming !".... we went to my mother's cousin house because she went to macka this year I hope my parents will be able to go to macka next year. after we finish that we went to my uncle home and spent there a bout 30 minutes and then go back home after 5:30 o'clock.. ...... I write so slow because I chat with raghda who is sad too :(
NO she is not sad now it's laughing to me :( ..
I don't have anything to say. But I just want you to pray for me and if I had a good mark I will tell you them all IF I HAD A GOOD MARK
so bye bye now
and pray for me
yours
hnk
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
When hnk was a child
When I was a child, I love paint so much. I promised before that I will put my paint in my blog, so here am I.
I want to show you some of these pictures which I draw it when I was 9 years old.
last 2 pictures I didn't draw it myself but it's my cousin and my aunt draw it to me......I hope you like it all
"note: this pictures are not from my imagination but I putted one pictures I had it in front of my eyes and try to draw it, and the results is almost something different from the real picture but it work, it's beautiful...
the picture number 10 I draw it when the teacher ask us to draw a pictures about Bylat_al shuhadaa school, well there is a long story about this Iraq school maybe some day I will tell you it if I had a time or maybe faired and Nabeel can tell you it .
"hey: if you liked them, tell me. if you didn't like them don't tell me :) "
well I love it all, maybe it's not nice to you but it remind me in the past
aunt if you are here"I will keep this picture in my memories box for ever"
I want to show you some of these pictures which I draw it when I was 9 years old.
last 2 pictures I didn't draw it myself but it's my cousin and my aunt draw it to me......I hope you like it all
"note: this pictures are not from my imagination but I putted one pictures I had it in front of my eyes and try to draw it, and the results is almost something different from the real picture but it work, it's beautiful...
the picture number 10 I draw it when the teacher ask us to draw a pictures about Bylat_al shuhadaa school, well there is a long story about this Iraq school maybe some day I will tell you it if I had a time or maybe faired and Nabeel can tell you it .
"hey: if you liked them, tell me. if you didn't like them don't tell me :) "
well I love it all, maybe it's not nice to you but it remind me in the past
aunt if you are here"I will keep this picture in my memories box for ever"
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
election alection
look what I found in msnbcin a question of the day:
Iraqi Elections Success: Do you believe this is a turning point?
and 66% voted yes
and 34% voted No
Iraqi Elections Success: Do you believe this is a turning point?
and 66% voted yes
and 34% voted No
Monday, January 31, 2005
a history day came and go
Good morning,
Yes, today is my turn in the computer. Read my bost NOW because I wrote it to you.
I will talk about:election"the one which you came here to read about it", and about my story with my neighbor, and between holiday and school.
From where we will begin? Ok let's talk about the election.
yesterday was the election day. Most of the Iraqi went and vote in spite of the danger from this step...So that's great and I hope it will still be great after the announcement of the result..I am so afraid from the result So afraid as usually but
I try to be little optimistic because there are some from my family went and vote and that let me feel good about my self.
I tell you I will write my story with our neighbor so here is it:
the day before yesterday the girl who is about 6 years old from our neighbor came to our house without permission from her mom, she ran to our house and her brother followed her and try to let her came back home but he couldn't so he left her and went. Her mother called at about 3 o'clock and talked with her and asked her to come back home but she answer her mom that she will came back at 9 "so long ha??" my mother told her mother that she will find away to let her came back soon. She stay with my mother watching a TV. She talked with my mother and asked her about every thing she saw it in the house. After some times my mother want to pray "M" tell her to pray in another room because she want to watch TV but my mother didn't listing to her and pray in the same room . So "m" came to my room where I was. I was working in the computer..She was looking for Aya and she thought that we hide Aya from her.
she came to me and tell me in a pity voice: you don't have moile, don't you?. I was talking with your mom and she tell me that Najma have a mobile, and she will buy one for you when you will go to the university try to tell her that I don't have mobile because I don't love to.
after that she was looking what I was doing in the computer, she move her eyes down and she saw the cheer where I was sitting. She smile and ask me to let her sit on it. I let her did what she want after she promise me to let me work after that and leave my room but she didn't leave it" she is nice and cute but now she make me angry"
after time she came back to room where my mom, my mother tell her that she that she hear a voice of child playing out side, she went there and we thought that she would not came back, but she did. She tell my mom that was her brother.after time and at about 5 my mother and she went out and they saw her father, my mother left her there and came quickly to the home after she closed the door.
please God when Aya grow up, she will be nicer than she
I forget to tell you to check this flash I found it from the internet.
I was looking at "www.amrkhaled.net" and I found some English Islamic song, it's really nice if you want to check it
about my holiday it will ends tomorrow but we will not go to school tomorrow because of the situation. I am not ready yet to take my marks. Tomorrow and the days before that I was working with my mom in the kitchen we make some sweet together" cream puff , and sweessroll" so that was a good time I have spent it in the kitchen. But when we cooked sweessroll it was look some thing else, we change the look and it was nice, and I think Najma and my dad love it. They didn't tell me that but I confidence in my cooking.
yesterday I was bored from watching TV all the time. I want to do something useful but I didn't have any ideas for this....I try to read a story but it was un significant so I left it and went to write in my diary.
yours
Hnk
Yes, today is my turn in the computer. Read my bost NOW because I wrote it to you.
I will talk about:election"the one which you came here to read about it", and about my story with my neighbor, and between holiday and school.
From where we will begin? Ok let's talk about the election.
yesterday was the election day. Most of the Iraqi went and vote in spite of the danger from this step...So that's great and I hope it will still be great after the announcement of the result..I am so afraid from the result So afraid as usually but
I try to be little optimistic because there are some from my family went and vote and that let me feel good about my self.
I tell you I will write my story with our neighbor so here is it:
the day before yesterday the girl who is about 6 years old from our neighbor came to our house without permission from her mom, she ran to our house and her brother followed her and try to let her came back home but he couldn't so he left her and went. Her mother called at about 3 o'clock and talked with her and asked her to come back home but she answer her mom that she will came back at 9 "so long ha??" my mother told her mother that she will find away to let her came back soon. She stay with my mother watching a TV. She talked with my mother and asked her about every thing she saw it in the house. After some times my mother want to pray "M" tell her to pray in another room because she want to watch TV but my mother didn't listing to her and pray in the same room . So "m" came to my room where I was. I was working in the computer..She was looking for Aya and she thought that we hide Aya from her.
she came to me and tell me in a pity voice: you don't have moile, don't you?. I was talking with your mom and she tell me that Najma have a mobile, and she will buy one for you when you will go to the university try to tell her that I don't have mobile because I don't love to.
after that she was looking what I was doing in the computer, she move her eyes down and she saw the cheer where I was sitting. She smile and ask me to let her sit on it. I let her did what she want after she promise me to let me work after that and leave my room but she didn't leave it" she is nice and cute but now she make me angry"
after time she came back to room where my mom, my mother tell her that she that she hear a voice of child playing out side, she went there and we thought that she would not came back, but she did. She tell my mom that was her brother.after time and at about 5 my mother and she went out and they saw her father, my mother left her there and came quickly to the home after she closed the door.
please God when Aya grow up, she will be nicer than she
I forget to tell you to check this flash I found it from the internet.
I was looking at "www.amrkhaled.net" and I found some English Islamic song, it's really nice if you want to check it
about my holiday it will ends tomorrow but we will not go to school tomorrow because of the situation. I am not ready yet to take my marks. Tomorrow and the days before that I was working with my mom in the kitchen we make some sweet together" cream puff , and sweessroll" so that was a good time I have spent it in the kitchen. But when we cooked sweessroll it was look some thing else, we change the look and it was nice, and I think Najma and my dad love it. They didn't tell me that but I confidence in my cooking.
yesterday I was bored from watching TV all the time. I want to do something useful but I didn't have any ideas for this....I try to read a story but it was un significant so I left it and went to write in my diary.
yours
Hnk
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