Tuesday, February 16, 2016

"when i was just a little girl i asked my mother what will i be? will i be pretty! will i be rich !"

 Is this what all matter? "Will i be pretty?"
what a victory ha!,  this is what i called * stupid inocient *
pretty refugee; holding her daughter in one hand and in the other; holding her pharmacy licence .. walking in the street of Amman like a missing annonymous.
I am moving with my parents from one flat to another; trying to find something they called " comfort" and " home". I am counting days down to the time i can define my future plans .
 I Hardly can see my husband; i am suffering from his being far away from us and not in a safe place as well. Ramtha is where he works is located near borderline of syria. unfortunately some shells fell by mistake on Ramtha every now and then.

nowadays;I hardly find time to write a new post. i am busy with my daughter; she had three new teeth this week!!! and she loves to start walking; she is moving few steps and then falling apart.

 I feel lonly with my inner thoughts. what a world! i never think that life will go this far with me! i am giving my best after all. i am trying everything. knocking every doors infront of me to get ride from this EMPTY hole! I registered in UNHCR I ,applied for humanitarian immigration to Australia, i applied for diversity visas. i will be very glad if anyone just can help me with a thoughts! opinions maybe . I need a miracle to get out of here..

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

I hope you get to Australia soon. Do you have any contacts from your book that could help you out?

أسامه العراقي said...

Why don't you come back to Iraq?
and where are you now?

Hadia ( pseudoname) said...

yes i have a contact with my book's publisher!
they can do nothing to help me. they said they can send me a money! well my problem is not with money .
my problem that i can't find peace, resettlement and stable life that guarantee my daughter's future.

Hadia ( pseudoname) said...

why?
i am sunni
Moslawi
Iraqi
Arabi

and for those 4 reasons, no cities in Iraq suite me. plus are you really serious! going back to Iraq! why do you want to kill my life.

Samara Alfaro said...

What do you need to get out of there? How can I help you?I really wanna help you :)

Hadia ( pseudoname) said...
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Hadia ( pseudoname) said...

isa :) 
i need a visa to go somewhere; anywhere where i can settle down with my family and live in dignity and have peace, work and residency.

Samara Alfaro said...

Do you know how to get it? I think you need a Diversity Immigrant Visa(DV). I will leave you this link if it helps you:
http://jordan.usembassy.gov/mobile//iv_diversity_lottery.html

Angie Salazar said...

Hi Hadia !
I'm from Colombia and I wrote a little post about your case in my blog for one of my classes in the University. We are talking about the conflict in different parts of the World, specially in Colombia.
It would mean the world to me if you could tell us a little bit more about what you have been trought or if you could write us back.
I'd like to apologise in advance if something there offends you or even if I've wrote something wrong.

Thank you so much for sharing your story.
Here you can answer us: http://thecolombianconflict.blogspot.com.co/2016/05/war-blog-in-another-country.html

Hadia ( pseudoname) said...

hi Angie;
I left you a comment on your blog and i will be following the comments and react to them :)

best wishes