Hello all,
guess what?, my school's microbes are too active!!!!...............

yes... yes... I am sick now.

I don't like that.....................Ever :(
I couldn't play with Aya, or sit near from her ....... ....She looked at me and talked to me and said (waaaahhhwaaaahaa) "I don't know what is that mean in baby's language" but she was waiting me to play with her" I guess" ....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah "well, hnk's language is not so different from baby's language".
Yesterday I didn't go to school till last course, because I was sick, and in the last course I had an examination....


Am I silly today?
well, I am sick
bye bye
hnk

Is this school or what? Updated

Good morning ...Do you like to go to my school. Come with me!!!! ...yalaah


use this brick to reach the school.....if you are afraid, there is another way to reach it...Use this


be carefully to not fall in this pond



oh you reach the swamp.....Oh sorry IT'S MY SCHOOL

this view you can see it from the window of the classroom



can you believe that I am going to this school every day...And I breathe this pollution air with my friends...is this school or what??
God know which microbe did I breathe it, surely I am sick now and I don't know that
help us !! I don't know how...But we need your help.....
so heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp us if you can.

note:" my school's name is Al mutamiezat school",

yours,
the suffering girl
hnk

am I the one who is walking on the road or this the road that is moving? or are we both standing but that is the time that is running?..I don't know

Well...welll...
I am not doing well in English (I wrote hard while I ment heart)...I am really bad..said that in my face....don't worry, you will be right..to be sure of that I will told you the last news, I get 9 in English examination while all the girls in my class get 10 ALL OF THEM , 29 girls get 10 but hnk get 9, can you believe it.

in the same day that I got this mark I had a really bad nightmare, I was killing one girl. "and it was really nice and cute girl" any way when we finished our courses and the time to go back home came in...all the girls went to their home and 8 girls was still in the school they were "me, Najma and the girl whom I killed in my dream and 5 others girls"....
When I looked to this girl I wanted to cry...finally she went to her house.
My father called us and said that the road is closed so he could'nt came right now and ask us to wait .... We were talking to this 5 girls and we were so worried about how could we went back home.... and one of this girls had a little account in her mobile and her cousin tell her that she better called their parents but she answered her: "I have alittle account that make me able to do one call, and if I did it now, I will be unable to do another call so if we died the people will not call our parents and tell them that we died, and if I didn't do this call this people will be able to use my mobile and call my parents and tell them that we died" strange haa???

After some time my father called again and tell us that he called my cousin and ask him to come to take us home ... To our surprise my father and my cousin reached the school at the same moment!....befor one minute we didn't have any one to take us home, and now there are two cars waiting for us. The road was opened lately and both of them can come to pick up us.
I asked the girls if they want to go with us to our house and then their parents take them from it, but they refused and said that your dad came here, so that's mean the road opened, so the driver will come too soon.....
I sat in the car and my dad drove

I looked to my bags and I saw a tear on it, I though it's najma's bags,may be I carried her bags and she carried mine, so that's ok, Iasked Najma if I have her bags and she have mine, but she answered that she have her bags not mine!!!!!
aaaah I shout "dad, go back I replace my bag with some one, we go back to school, and the girls were sit in the car and ready to go home, I ran quickly to them and I saw my bags so I gave the girl her bags and take mine without telling her anything I was so confused because there was a shelling of bullets and that prevent me from finding the word to talk ....I left this girl who was look as if she didn't understand what I did, I left her with her mouth widely opened !! so it was really hard day, but that was just the beginning, after we reached, We heard in the news about assassinated Al- hariry (Lebanon Muslim leaders) ....I don't know what to say to the Lebanese people for losing their leader(I am so sorry)


....................................................................................

the next day was much better, I had a chemistry examination and I answered good on it but I have a small mistake....I had an Arabic examination too and I get well.....
Yesterday they told us that we will come back to our school on Sunday....and that day when we finished our courses and went out I saw my father waiting me with Aya...SURPRICE...my friends came and saw Aya and they were about 8 girls gathering around her, and Najma's friends were about 5, so Aya was having a good time like a princess...well it is a princess to me .
when we was in our way home,the tarfic policemen tell us not to go to our street because it was closed so we left the car near from it and walked home, my mother ran to us and carry Aya and take her home as quickly as she could because of the bullets which are too close to our home.The point of all this post that we are suffering from closed roads. We are suffering from our bad school, and we are suffering from this hard days that we spent in iraq, those hard days which are unforgetable, while we need to forget this bad part of our life, we need to erase it, or change it......but we can't run from the truth .....I will go now to play with Aya and pray to get well in English examination in sunday....bye now and see you soon in shallah .
Best regard
hnk
pc: sorry for my long post, if didn't read it all thats Ok, I think I will late for my next post because I should end doing a programme which the teacher told us to do..

some one want to show you this

Florence,


Now it's been 38 days since you disappeared and I feel the omnipresence of your absence.

Absence of a journalist involved in the defense of democracy values; absence of a very appreciated woman.

Now it's 38 days there is a lack in the journalist profession, as if it was missing some letters in the word "liberty". Or as if an arrow -the arrow of intolerance- sanked into "liberty".


Your absence, this lack, this emptiness are growing every day. And I stumble over the sentence "unwillingness to understand".


That's absolutely certain that the pen of the journalists and the image of the photographs are essential defences facing the war, facing exactions, facing corruption. Your articles, as those of your colleagues, are so much pillars for democracy. One of these pillars will lack, and democracy will shake! So your presence in Iraq disturbs. As Ingrid Bettancourt in Colombia also does. As Enso Baldoni did. But I still do not understand how one can kidnap or murder


Then, which French people could ignore that you disappeared ? Which one and more, which journalist ? Which student in a school of journalism ? Nevertheless, this morning, I read only 650 messages on Liberation's forum and hardly 1200 on that of "Reporters without frontiers" Hardly 1800 support and sympathy messages. I read them all. Only a few come from colleagues. Even so, certainly your kidnappers have direct access to these. Since the beginning of the invasion of Iraq, we noticed that terrorist and islamist fighters are masters in the art of communication with internet. But, where? Where are the supports of thousands of journalists, press correspondants, photographs, local reporters, students in journalism? The more the days flow, the less I understand these absences


So Florence, all that, is too much. Much too much.
Get back soon! It will give meaning to the word "liberty", still drastically reduced this morning. Then, I hope we will work together to resolve these unwillingness to understand. For no more Abdel Hussein Khazaal, Guy-Andre Kieffer, Fred Nerac, Giuliana Sgrena and many others at the cover of world newspapers or sticked to the front of town halls!


Thierry

Hi all,
let me present you to the groom (ICE MAN)and to the bride (misses ice)

aren't they cute, best wishes to them to live a happy life together...Just joking
well, this year is the second year I saw the snow but it wasn't snow like last year.. the snow dissolved after one hour so we couldn't made a snow man like last year.
about aya I don't here about her from 2 days ago because the telephone is not work now and the only thing that I know that she ate botato for a dinner yesterday
note: this picture I took it last year...

The snow

Yesterday I wanted to write a new post about the snow because it was snowing yesterday and after the snow stopped, I came to write the post which it's Title was "it's snowing" but I didn't write it because Najma tell me that's not wise to tell them it's snowing while it's not because it was snowing and now it's not so write it was snowing instead of it's snowing!. Because it's snowing mean that is happening now while it's not. And (the sow fall) in the past and it was snowing mean there were sow in the past SO that is right. I change my mind after this long lesson about snow in past and present....And today the Time came to write the post, so which title I will chose
It's snowing or it was snowing.....he he
and because what was happened yesterday mean that's happened before and we write it in the past and yesterday was a snow day so I chose (it was snowing)....And because the snow stop now and it's will not be nice to write it was snowing and stop writing because the snow stop and I can't go and play so I chose (the snow) like a title. Because
It was snowing and now it's not I didn't write it's snowing because it's snowing mean that is happening now while it's not. And (the sow fall) in the past and it was snowing mean there was sow in the past and that is right. I don't see the different between "it is snowing" and it was snowing" because the important thing that there was a snow "or it is snow?"..At last they have the same word "snow" and that what let me feel better yesterday...
Did you read it all???? X-( if you didn't try to do this now and that's time I can tell you thank you for your patient

day in Iraq

salam all,
how are you all? I know my last posts were sad and I don't write seriusly so if you want to read what I have, here is my post, read it.

you know from my last post that the school began last saturday and I took my marks and it was somehow good.

well, today we went to another school which was close to ours and it is a part of our school but it contrasts so sharply with the building of our school. we moved after the mistress came to our class and ordered the teacher to take us and leave this school because it was full of water and the door which we called "the bridge" (because we used it as a bridge to get to our school's entrance), was starting to sink and that means, if we didn't go out of the school now, we will be unable to go out later.. so we left our dirty school and I hope we will never come back to it and went to the other (like I said) and after that every 60 girls sat in the same class, and some calsses had 70 girls in them.

after the school ended I was trying to find Najma who I didn't see since we reached the school together. I walked and walked and reached our first school (A) and looked here and there and didn't find Najma or my dad who was coming to take us from school. I returned to school (b) and asked the girls if they saw Najma and returned to school (A) and asked the girls about Najma, I was in a bad state, I was walking and carrying my heavy bag so I became too tired and wanted to cry and when I asked maas if she saw Najma or not I made a little move to another side and saw Najma, I ran to her before she disappeared, I ran and imagined myself in a small motion movie (Running very slowly and when I reached her I hugged her - In the movie) heeeehe, I said hello to Najma and after I saw her, every thing became better, my dad with my mom came to take us home and they bought kabab for lunch, so everything seemed good in that time and after I finished my lunch, what did you expect me to do in this cold winter? I went to sleep (without seeing a nightmare).

hey my cousin began his new blog so check hassan's blog

if you asking about me

Hi all,
I I took my marks yesterday it's not v.good but it's just good but in physics I took 84 :( and thats hurt me alot because I now I am good on it but I don't know why I didn't answer well in physics examinations.
so bye now and see you later

a sad girl living a sad life

salam every body,
yesterday will be SATURDAY and that's mean going to school again, so don't ask me about my mark GOOD REASON to not let you write a comment.
we went out from home today, do you believe that? yeup we did that "if I was not dreaming !".... we went to my mother's cousin house because she went to macka this year I hope my parents will be able to go to macka next year. after we finish that we went to my uncle home and spent there a bout 30 minutes and then go back home after 5:30 o'clock.. ...... I write so slow because I chat with raghda who is sad too :(

NO she is not sad now it's laughing to me :( ..
I don't have anything to say. But I just want you to pray for me and if I had a good mark I will tell you them all IF I HAD A GOOD MARK
so bye bye now
and pray for me
yours
hnk

Yes me again

salam to you every body,
yesterday will be SATURDAY and that's mean going to school again, so don't ask me about my mark GOOD REASON to not let you write a comment.
we went out from home today, do you believe that? yeup we did that "if I was not dreaming !".... we went to my mother's cousin house because she went to macka this year I hope my parents will be able to go to macka next year. after we finish that we went to my uncle home and spent there a bout 30 minutes and then go back home after 5:30 o'clock.. ...... I write so slow because I chat with raghda who is sad too :(

NO she is not sad now it's laughing to me :( ..
I don't have anything to say. But I just want you to pray for me and if I had a good mark I will tell you them all IF I HAD A GOOD MARK
so bye bye now
and pray for me
yours
hnk

When hnk was a child

When I was a child, I love paint so much. I promised before that I will put my paint in my blog, so here am I.
I want to show you some of these pictures which I draw it when I was 9 years old.
last 2 pictures I didn't draw it myself but it's my cousin and my aunt draw it to me......I hope you like it all
"note: this pictures are not from my imagination but I putted one pictures I had it in front of my eyes and try to draw it, and the results is almost something different from the real picture but it work, it's beautiful...
the picture number 10 I draw it when the teacher ask us to draw a pictures about Bylat_al shuhadaa school, well there is a long story about this Iraq school maybe some day I will tell you it if I had a time or maybe faired and Nabeel can tell you it .
"hey: if you liked them, tell me. if you didn't like them don't tell me :) "
well I love it all, maybe it's not nice to you but it remind me in the past










aunt if you are here"I will keep this picture in my memories box for ever"

election alection

look what I found in msnbcin a question of the day:
Iraqi Elections Success: Do you believe this is a turning point?
and 66% voted yes
and 34% voted No

a history day came and go

Good morning,
Yes, today is my turn in the computer. Read my bost NOW because I wrote it to you.

I will talk about:election"the one which you came here to read about it", and about my story with my neighbor, and between holiday and school.
From where we will begin? Ok let's talk about the election.
yesterday was the election day. Most of the Iraqi went and vote in spite of the danger from this step...So that's great and I hope it will still be great after the announcement of the result..I am so afraid from the result So afraid as usually but
I try to be little optimistic because there are some from my family went and vote and that let me feel good about my self.

I tell you I will write my story with our neighbor so here is it:

the day before yesterday the girl who is about 6 years old from our neighbor came to our house without permission from her mom, she ran to our house and her brother followed her and try to let her came back home but he couldn't so he left her and went. Her mother called at about 3 o'clock and talked with her and asked her to come back home but she answer her mom that she will came back at 9 "so long ha??" my mother told her mother that she will find away to let her came back soon. She stay with my mother watching a TV. She talked with my mother and asked her about every thing she saw it in the house. After some times my mother want to pray "M" tell her to pray in another room because she want to watch TV but my mother didn't listing to her and pray in the same room . So "m" came to my room where I was. I was working in the computer..She was looking for Aya and she thought that we hide Aya from her.
she came to me and tell me in a pity voice: you don't have moile, don't you?. I was talking with your mom and she tell me that Najma have a mobile, and she will buy one for you when you will go to the university try to tell her that I don't have mobile because I don't love to.
after that she was looking what I was doing in the computer, she move her eyes down and she saw the cheer where I was sitting. She smile and ask me to let her sit on it. I let her did what she want after she promise me to let me work after that and leave my room but she didn't leave it" she is nice and cute but now she make me angry"
after time she came back to room where my mom, my mother tell her that she that she hear a voice of child playing out side, she went there and we thought that she would not came back, but she did. She tell my mom that was her brother.after time and at about 5 my mother and she went out and they saw her father, my mother left her there and came quickly to the home after she closed the door.
please God when Aya grow up, she will be nicer than she

I forget to tell you to check this flash I found it from the internet.
I was looking at "www.amrkhaled.net" and I found some English Islamic song, it's really nice if you want to check it

about my holiday it will ends tomorrow but we will not go to school tomorrow because of the situation. I am not ready yet to take my marks. Tomorrow and the days before that I was working with my mom in the kitchen we make some sweet together" cream puff , and sweessroll" so that was a good time I have spent it in the kitchen. But when we cooked sweessroll it was look some thing else, we change the look and it was nice, and I think Najma and my dad love it. They didn't tell me that but I confidence in my cooking.
yesterday I was bored from watching TV all the time. I want to do something useful but I didn't have any ideas for this....I try to read a story but it was un significant so I left it and went to write in my diary.
yours
Hnk

hnk talking

I was thinking last night when I went to sleep: "are american soldiers came to Iraq and get us the freedom which we need?" I ask my self this question and get the answer, it was (NO)..why?..I will give you this simple example,
I don't put my real name in this blog coz I still don't have a free opinion in this life, I can't tell the truth till I be sure that nobody knows me.
plenty of things happend and I don't write it because of you, you make me suspicious of people who are always sopport me, you don't lives in Iraq, you don't knows what happend and you want to incumbent upon me your opinion and made me beleive that while it's wrong. isn't that what you called it "brain wash"??

surely I want the americans soldiers get out from Iraq as soon as possible.If they settled down in Iraq they will kill us like they did now. propably they don't kill us by their arms, but they kill our hearts in their behaviors more and more.

Today Mosul news anounce that they will tell us the election menu soon, the election will be in sunday and till now they don't anounce the election menu!!! ...what happend to the world?

from tommorow there is curfew till next tuesday. iraqi people should not walk in the street, sould not went out and see their country, this country which build by their hands...can you help me to shout

I tell you before about the water in Baghdad, there is no water in that days when we were there, but I didn't tell you about the water that we were dringing, in whole my life I studied in school that water don't have color, oder, and taste but I discovered that time I was wrong it, have color and taste. So was I dringing water or something else..?

ps: if you asking about my friend maas, she is ok.

Hnk in the wonder land

Hello people,
day after day my laziness increases to write this post but here am I writing it after along time..
I took my exam, and I get well in most of them, but in physics I don't get as I want to, I spent a hard 2 hours when I was writing my answers, the time didn't pass like a days but it pass like a minutes and when I finished writing my answers I was wonder which question should I skipped because we had to answer 4 questions from 5 and that was a big decision I should take, at last I skipped the question which was almost right and I don't get well in question number 3.
As you should know, all the bridges were closed in that day so there was a big problem to those people who were living in the other side of the river, because many of them couldn't reach their school, and many others reach it after one or two hours from the time of examination, and they pass across the bridge on their feet "they walk and walk to take their examination".
In the same day one of the teachers came to our class where we take our exam and told us that the poor old guard of our school was killed by American soldiers today, So most of the girls began to cry. But the big problem here that this guard have 10 children and one of them was blind and his wife is sick from about one year. so how could they live without food or money. the master of our school take donations from the girls and gave it to his family.
I am so mad of Al-jazera and Al-arabia's news because they took the news which be in harmony with their strategy... the best thing that Al-jazera said was in the war when it said "it's a wrong war in the wrong place with the wrong enemy" ..bla bla bla

My mother prevent me from playing with Aya in the examination days, so when the holiday began I was able to play with her, and the next day after we finished our exams we went to Baghdad... Yahoooo .. I was so excited.. I will be in Baghdad.. Baghdad the beautiful.. Baghdad the heart of Iraq..
Anyway the road between Mosul and baghdad was hard and difficult, there was a bombs in front of us, and behind us, but we were like rambo :)..
The way from Mosul to Samerah needs 3 hours and from Samerah to Baghdad needs 3 hours while the distance from Mosul to Samerah is about 300 Km and from Samerah to Baghdad about 100 Km ...
After 6 hour's from suffering we reached Baghdad, I saw Baghdad but not that's Baghdad which I used to know, it was different, something changed I can't describe it.
In Baghdad there were no water and no electricity. You feel disappointed when you open the tap and there is no water coming ou, and after 4 days the water came, and my uncle said laughing we should vote for Ayad allawi because in the same second We have water and electricity and that is a miracle .
About the election, I don't know any one will go and vote and that is not which I want but you know we couldn't go and vote, if you want my opinion I am with the "Royality" I think it's the best.

this me again

Hello people,
I know I should be studying now, My mother gave me an hour to have a rest in the Internet.
I had 3 examination I got well on them and now I have 14 exam in the 10 next days" I need your prayer".On Saturday I have a history and mathematics examinations.

I was just thinking I don't saw my uncles and aunt from 3 months ago " note: they live in Mosul too, but in the other side in the town"

The situation is so bad these days, last night when I got to sleep I was thinking how a silent life that we was lived before, No explosion no bullets " that is strange"
Now we can sleep with a loud sound, they didn't prevent us from sleep because this sound became some thing Normal, some thing we heard it all the time like the sound of bird. I saw that's night when we heard the sound of explosion, Aya didn't wake up . is she brave or what?

I was looking at iraqblogcount and I found this new Iraqi blog<>
http://moslawi.blogspot.com/

hello every body,
I feel so sad I didn't write to you from along long time, but I have many examination and I should do my best, study is the only thing I can do it for Iraq these day.
We are all fine I saw Mass today and she is good too.

me!

Some thing wrong

Good morning,
It's eight o'clock in the morning , I know I should be at school, but the bridges are closed and there is a curfew .
At about 6:45AM, we heard plenty of bullets and explosions, I was checking my information because I have a history examination. My sister called us and said, please don't go to school. By then, we didn't know that the bridges are closed. But when we know we decided not to go to school and we began to call our friends and relatives and tell them not to go out from school or work.
So, I will not go to school, I will not take a history exam, huh.

Yesterday, I was unlucky in my examination *ooof* My marks are not good like the years before, any way I did my best and I understand the lesson and that's enough like my father said" I should not care if I have a bad mark when I understand the lesson"

I read this poem and want you to read it

When I Say...I am a Muslim

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I'm not shouting " down with Christians and Jews."
I am whispering "I seek peace,"
and Islam is the path that I choose.

When I say. . . I am a Muslim,
I speak of this with pride.
And confess that sometimes I stumble,
and need Allah to be my guide.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I know this makes me strong.
And in those times when I am weak,
I pray to Allah for strength to carry on.

When I say. . . I am a Muslim,
I'm not boasting of success.
I'm acknowledging that Allah has rescued me,
and I cannot ever repay the debt.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I'm not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are indeed visible,
but Allah forgives because his followers are worth it.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
it does not mean I will never feel pain.
I still have my share of heartaches,
which is why I invoke Allah's name.

When I say. . .I am a Muslim,
I do not wish to judge.
I have no such authority
My duty is to submit to Allah's all-encompassing love.

I hope you liked it.